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Kelenderis-2008 bak oldu<\/font><\/font><\/strong><\/p>\n d\u00fcnyamday\u0131m..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n acabalar\u0131mla ben <\/font><\/font><\/p>\n belkilerim..of ne coklar ne coklar<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n hakl\u0131lar haks\u0131zlar..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n bilinmezlerdeyim..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n bilemediklerim burdalar sank\u0131 hala kafamda yan\u0131mda yan\u0131 bas\u0131mda yan\u0131mdan ayr\u0131lmadan ben nerdeysem orda<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n soram\u0131yorum kend\u0131me..hang\u0131s\u0131ne cevap ver\u0131ceg\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131lmed\u0131g\u0131m \u0131c\u0131n ..ya da cevap korkutucu..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n ka\u00e7mak m\u0131..ka\u00e7mak ? Oof neden b\u00f6le oldu bilmiyorum..bilemiyorum..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n <\/p>\n yalandan da olsa<\/font><\/font><\/strong><\/p>\n ne kadar g\u00fczeldi halbuki..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n ne kadarda derindi<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n ne kadarda istenilen<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n cok olmus<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n cok yaa<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n cok onceymi\u015f<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n asl\u0131nda yokmusta<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n asl\u0131nda hep varm\u0131s g\u0131b\u0131ym\u0131s..gibiler aras\u0131da b\u0131r gibiymi\u015f..belkiymi\u015f sonra..nefesm\u0131s ..solukmus..havaym\u0131s ya ..suymu\u015f yaa..of-mu\u015f oflar aras\u0131ndaym\u0131\u015f hersey megerse..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n gitmi\u015f \u015fimdi olmayanlar..demoymus..demosu bu \u0131se..asl\u0131 neym\u0131s..asl\u0131 bumuymu\u015f\u015f..asl\u0131nda k\u0131m varm\u0131\u015f..neden varm\u0131\u015f\u015f.n\u0131yem\u0131\u015f?<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerdeymi\u015f hepsi..var gibiler az\u0131p kudurmu\u015f..bencillilkler zirvenin yolcusuymu\u015f..beklentiler bayrak\u00e7\u0131ym\u0131\u015f..bilmiyorum..bilmezden geldigim bunlarsa e\u011fer..a\u011flamak sa\u00e7ma.<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n Affet kendini..affet.<\/font><\/font><\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n D\u00fcn yolculuk yapt\u0131m ..kald\u0131r\u0131ms\u0131zd\u0131..kimi zaman y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm, ko\u015ftum, u\u00e7tum, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, durdum, geriye ald\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm..bazende atlamak i\u00e7in ileriye sard\u0131m..sar\u0131lar kaplad\u0131 her yan\u0131m\u0131..\u0131slak..s\u0131cak..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n fi\u015fekler patlad\u0131 \u00e7ikolata tad\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fckl\u00fc pesteli..bal\u0131klar vard\u0131, as\u0131lan suratlar\u0131 unutmu\u015fum, hat\u0131rlad\u0131m, bakakald\u0131m maziye o an..bir bakt\u0131m ne cok karede <\/font><\/font>as\u0131k <\/font><\/font><\/strong>surat var <\/font><\/font>a\u015f\u0131k <\/font><\/font><\/strong>surat yerine..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n <\/p>\n yalandan da olsa<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n bakakald\u0131m i\u015fte<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n el sallad\u0131m<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n bir mendille..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n \u0131slak m\u0131 mend\u0131l?<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n De\u011fil ..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n daha \u00f6nce cok kuruttum<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n art\u0131k \u0131slak de\u011fil..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n ac\u0131 bir tat var ..<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n yalandan da olsa…<\/font><\/font><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Kelenderis-2008 bak oldu d\u00fcnyamday\u0131m.. acabalar\u0131mla ben belkilerim..of ne coklar ne coklar hakl\u0131lar haks\u0131zlar.. bilinmezlerdeyim.. bilemediklerim burdalar sank\u0131 hala kafamda yan\u0131mda yan\u0131 bas\u0131mda yan\u0131mdan ayr\u0131lmadan ben nerdeysem orda soram\u0131yorum kend\u0131me..hang\u0131s\u0131ne cevap ver\u0131ceg\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131lmed\u0131g\u0131m \u0131c\u0131n ..ya da cevap korkutucu.. ka\u00e7mak m\u0131..ka\u00e7mak ? 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