{"id":386,"date":"2009-01-22T22:50:47","date_gmt":"2009-01-22T19:50:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/?p=386"},"modified":"2009-01-22T22:50:47","modified_gmt":"2009-01-22T19:50:47","slug":"huzundar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/?p=386","title":{"rendered":"h\u00fcz\u00fcndar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/01\/dsc01067.JPG\" title=\"dsc01067.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/01\/dsc01067.thumbnail.JPG\" alt=\"dsc01067.JPG\" \/><\/a>buzul olmu\u015f g\u00f6k-y\u00fcz\u00fc..siyah bir buzul..<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131 y\u0131kan\u0131rken a\u00e7\u0131kta bekleyen yanl\u0131z b\u0131r hasta..g\u00f6zleri duvara d\u00f6n\u00fck..nas\u0131l sessiz d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan ancak i\u00e7inde nakaratlar\u0131 benzer a\u011f\u0131tlar..bir ordan bir burdan.. \u0131ss\u0131z yata\u011f\u0131 bile bu so\u011fukta \u00e7ekiciyken ona susmuyor y\u00fcre\u011fi a\u011fl\u0131yor.. ey g\u00f6k, hasretken hasta \u015fifaya s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015fer mi sana ya da de\u011fer mi bir de hersey\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne o ya\u011fmuru ya\u011fd\u0131rmaya..ayaz\u0131 i\u00e7e i\u015flerken basamaks\u0131z rampalardan d\u00fc\u015fmez mi ..\u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 yok derken \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da s\u00f6nmez mi garbin ..hi\u00e7 mi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmezsin ..orda..orac\u0131kta..duvara d\u00f6n\u00fck..nakaratlarla beklerken \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131..isyan\u0131 kendisine..\u0131slatt\u0131g\u0131 carsaf\u0131 kend\u0131 kanayan y\u00fcre\u011fi ile&#8230;kan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor sank\u0131 i\u00e7ine i\u015flemi\u015f pamuklunun..dantel dantel olmu\u015f ac\u0131lar\u0131 gibi ama d\u0131sar\u0131dan daha da al\u0131ml\u0131 rengiyle de \u00e7ekici..\u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor o g\u00fcl kalm\u0131\u015f sanki aksa kaybolacakm\u0131\u015f gibi, silinecekmi\u015f gibi \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor kal\u0131yor orada..kald\u0131k\u00e7a a\u011flamakl\u0131 bekleyeni h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerde bi\u00e7are..so\u011fuk suyun alt\u0131nda pamuk, so\u011fuk duvar\u0131n dibinde h\u00fcz\u00fcndar..o art\u0131k h\u00fcz\u00fcndar&#8230;h\u00fcz\u00fclerin ba\u015f\u0131, h\u00fcz\u00fcn insan\u0131, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fcleri anlayan h\u00fcz\u00fc en anlaml\u0131 ya\u015fayan.. koca g\u00fcl pamukta goncalas\u0131rken heycan\u0131 bast\u0131ramayan cocuk misali duvardan uzan\u0131r mahsun g\u00f6zleri&#8230;bilmez k\u0131 kanayan y\u00fcre\u011fi kazag\u0131na i\u015flemi\u015f akmakta&#8230;bilmez ki ona tampon olacak pamuk yan odada da&#8230;g\u00fcc\u00fc yoktur ancak heycan bu ya bekler goncan\u0131n solmas\u0131n\u0131..soldukca gonca ac\u0131l\u0131r g\u00f6zler\u0131&#8230;b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fckce b\u00fcy\u00fcr bekled\u0131kce bekler&#8230;d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemez k\u0131 \u0131slak carsafa yat\u0131lmaz&#8230;ili\u011fini kemi\u011fini dondurur&#8230;d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmez k\u0131 sabaha deg\u0131l daha kurumas\u0131na cok var&#8230;bilmez k\u0131 kurusa b\u0131le damlad\u0131kca kan\u0131 kazag\u0131na gecer kan\u0131da gene o pamuga&#8230; ve bilmez k\u0131 ya da bilmek istemez ki her y\u0131kamada her bekley\u0131ste kan\u0131 kaybeden duvardan soguk yi\u011fen ve gene o carsaf\u0131 kanl\u0131 kalkacak olan kend\u0131d\u0131r&#8230;her g\u00fcn tekrar eder bu h\u0131kaye ve h\u00fcz\u00fcndar bekler g\u00fcl\u00fcn goncas\u0131n\u0131 goncan\u0131n solusunu kuruyup gelmes\u0131n\u0131&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>sa\u011fl\u0131cakla temiz ferah uykularda&#8230;uykulardan ferah uyanmaya..beklemeden uyumaya&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>buzul olmu\u015f g\u00f6k-y\u00fcz\u00fc..siyah bir buzul.. \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131 y\u0131kan\u0131rken a\u00e7\u0131kta bekleyen yanl\u0131z b\u0131r hasta..g\u00f6zleri duvara d\u00f6n\u00fck..nas\u0131l sessiz d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan ancak i\u00e7inde nakaratlar\u0131 benzer a\u011f\u0131tlar..bir ordan bir burdan.. \u0131ss\u0131z yata\u011f\u0131 bile bu so\u011fukta \u00e7ekiciyken ona susmuyor y\u00fcre\u011fi a\u011fl\u0131yor.. ey g\u00f6k, hasretken hasta \u015fifaya s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015fer mi sana ya da de\u011fer mi bir de hersey\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne o ya\u011fmuru ya\u011fd\u0131rmaya..ayaz\u0131 i\u00e7e &hellip; 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