elimde pel\u00fcr bir ka\u011f\u0131t ve \u00fczerine yaz\u0131yorum gelece\u011fimi..neler var i\u00e7inde ..bilmiyorum.. yazd\u0131k\u00e7a yaz\u0131yorum sonra b\u0131rak\u0131yorum f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 okumay\u0131…d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor kelimeler..inci s\u0131ralar oluyorlar ve ben hayret ile yaz\u0131yorum h\u0131z\u0131ma \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yorum..cok zor buna dayanmak yazarken okumamak ba\u015far\u0131yorum ba\u015farmak isterken g\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131yroum..korkuyorum..neden y\u0131k\u0131mlarda ve eziliyorum sonsuz bu \u0131zd\u0131rapta ..i\u00e7imi sadece ok\u015fayan kalan bu meltem eller de yok..sanki perilerin g\u00f6r\u00fclmezlikleri sarm\u0131\u015f d\u00f6rtbir yan\u0131m\u0131 ve ben onlar\u0131n ninnilerini okuyorum bir yandan k\u0131s\u0131k dudaklar\u0131mda..lanetler varm\u0131\u015f ve g\u00f6r\u00fclmezmi\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde ve ben bilmeden yaz\u0131yorum..o sa\u011flam olmayan y\u0131rt\u0131lmay\u0131 bekleyen pel\u00fcr ka\u011f\u0131da…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
elimde pel\u00fcr bir ka\u011f\u0131t ve \u00fczerine yaz\u0131yorum gelece\u011fimi..neler var i\u00e7inde ..bilmiyorum.. yazd\u0131k\u00e7a yaz\u0131yorum sonra b\u0131rak\u0131yorum f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 okumay\u0131…d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor kelimeler..inci s\u0131ralar oluyorlar ve ben hayret ile yaz\u0131yorum h\u0131z\u0131ma \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yorum..cok zor buna dayanmak yazarken okumamak ba\u015far\u0131yorum ba\u015farmak isterken g\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131yroum..korkuyorum..neden y\u0131k\u0131mlarda ve eziliyorum sonsuz bu \u0131zd\u0131rapta ..i\u00e7imi sadece ok\u015fayan kalan bu meltem eller de yok..sanki perilerin g\u00f6r\u00fclmezlikleri sarm\u0131\u015f … Continue reading k\u00f6stebeksen bile kazmay\u0131 bilmiyorsun ..sadece y\u0131k\u0131yorsun<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-76","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-hayattt","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=76"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/76\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=76"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=76"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.besterodoslu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=76"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}